Cold Mountain

I watched Cold Mountain over the weekend, wow what a great movie. While watching the movie I realized that I'm basically a coward at heart. I can't imagine living in that time and worrying about my loved ones, and then needing to deal with the aftermath of their deaths as a woman during that time.

I'm really good at worrying about the future and what may be. I think I should focus more on the here an know. But I want to say that I H A T E death and the grief that it brings. I fear grief and I hate the selfish feeling that I've been left alone

Today's Happy Accident: Good movies (or books) that show us lessons we need to learn.