A Very Special Episode...

I never realized panic attacks could be so predictable. I feel like I'm my own stupid sitcom that's part of must see TV. I can hear the commercial in my head, "Tune in this Sunday night at 6:00 pm for a very special episode of Wig-out. This week, watch as Trish completely wigs-out over absolutely nothing, again."

You would think knowing it's going to happen would prevent it from happening. Fuck, is my life every going to be quassi normal again?