Monday, February 28, 2005


I've been hiding from the world, from my friends, and even my family to an extent. I've pretty much been just been putting in the minimal amount of effort to exist. I've been going to work, but that's been against my instinctive feelings of wanting to burrow under the covers and never surface again.

I decided that the only way to get out of this pissy-pot-i-never-want-to-get-out-of-bed-again mood, is too simply go balls out and start forcing myself to get busy, and start posting again.

I'm still not sure how I'm going to break this awful cycle of frustration I've been in. I'm not sure how I'm going to help myself help myself but if I'm going to get a handle on my broken brain, I've got to try.

Happy Accident: Putting one step in front of the other after a prolonged rest.

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

I'm a Pissy-pot

Turtle informed me that I'm no fun when I'm a pissy-pot. And if I'm being truthful with myself and the world, I've been in a pissy-pot mood for several weeks now. So, it's my goal this next two weeks to de-pissy-pot myself.

I don't expect this to be an easy task, I only have one or two ideas on how start the unpissy-potting process. I have entered into a new stage in dealing with my broken brain and this new stage is requiring that I relearn coping skills. Sobbing in a scaulding hot shower and sweating myself into exhaustion isn't an option anymore. It's time to let go of the anger and frustration I'm feeling over this and get excited about finding creative solutions to overcome current life difficulties.

Okay, if I keep repeating this to myself, maybe I'll start to believe it soon.

Happy Accident: Finding new and creative solutions to life challenges.

Saturday, February 05, 2005 - Girls sued for delivering cookies - Feb 4, 2005 - Girls sued for delivering cookies - Feb 4, 2005

I wonder what lesson this cranky women thinks she has taught these girls? When was the last time you heard about teenagers using poor judgement when attempting to do something nice? My first thought after reading this article was, "What a complete b*&%^."